Mid-Autumn Weekend
Sep. 27th, 2026 07:42 pm...I'd like to take a moment to complain about how exhausting it is to spend the better part of the decade trying to improve oneself without ever feeling the satisfaction of achieving something. If anything, I feel even more dissatisfied and disillusioned!? I'm just a hamster running on a wheeeeeeel. Insert quote from the latest Song Exploder episode (Olivia Rodrigo - The Cure):
Like, I don't know. I think that this has been something that I've been learning in my adult life. Like all these things that I thought like, oh, once I like hit this milestone, then I'll feel okay.
I'll feel calm and I'll feel good about myself. I think getting older is realizing that like no outside forces can ever make you feel totally happy and content. It's like totally an inside job.
Anyway, I got Wounded Little Gods by Eliza Victoria, a fantasy novel; a sticker release book; a full-color wlw comic called The Intercession. And some fanmerch of MDZS, Go For It Nakamura, and Hikaru no Go that I plan to pass along.
Photos here
Can't go to a comics market without picking up a comic/book...

Dakilang Diwata, whom I bought The Intercession from, also happened to be selling MDZS stickers. It was 4 for P100 (<2 USD), which resolved my decision paralysis so I could just get one of each lol. I think there were also TGCF stickers? But I found the MDZS ones more eye-catching. Her art is so good!!!

Fanmerch from Fran aka Mak. The Go For It Nakamura pin is matte. It feels nice!

And a fish sticker book by Wronglyke, who appears to be a fish artist? Haha

And then today we played the Mid-autumn dice game, something that we don't do every year. Also something that's not very fun when we just play for money (everyone only wants to play for money) and your brothers are in a hurry to leave so they change stuff up to shorten the game (the point of allowing the game to play out longer is so people have the chance to roll the Ultimate winning combination). I have terrible luck too (and fewer dice rolls, as a single person) so I just lose money. 😅 I lost less money than the last time, at least!
This year's rule sheet (which got made fun of for looking like the work of a first grader...):

Btw speaking of brothers, my younger brother got married a few weeks back and I just realized I never told anyone about it—mostly because I have no one to tell and it was such a simple affair we didn't really have pictures either. There were ten of us total, including the bride and groom. And a cat that sauntered down the aisle. :D For lunch we had festive Chinese food, which I haven't had in ages—seafood spinach soup, Peking duck two ways (my parents privately complained that it wasn't very good, but I always find Peking duck pancake very fun to eat so I have no complaints), cereal prawn (that I loved), steamed fish (my dad felt it necessary to ask why the fish wasn't served sweet-and-sour/red)... good hakaw and beancurd rolls that I'm still thinking about even now... and a bunch of other food that I didn't have the stomach space to try (one thing of beef, a dish with mushrooms and perfunctory vegetables, one noodle dish, and one rice dish)...
Advice from Tigger (Sherlock Holmes/Winnie-the-Pooh, Tigger Holmes/Dr Watson)
Sep. 27th, 2026 10:31 amFandom: Sherlock Holmes/Winnie-the-Pooh
Pairing/Characters: Tigger Holmes, Dr Watson
Content Notes: No Warnings Needed
Prompt: Tigger Holmes & Dr Watson, and the endless to-do list
Advice from Tigger on AO3
Entropy (Blake's 7, Vila Restal & Dayna Mellanby)
Sep. 27th, 2026 10:09 pmFandom: Blake's 7
Pairing/Characters: Vila Restal & Dayna Mellanby
Content Notes: Dayna is fed up with all the chores they have to do on Xenon base, yet Vila is not as bothered.
Prompt: 27 September - Vila Restal, Dayna Mellanby, and the endless to-do list
Entropy on AO3
Sunday Word: Horripilation
Sep. 27th, 2026 01:02 pmhorripilation [haw-rip-uh-ley-shuhn, ho-]
noun:
a bristling of the hair of the head or body (as from fright or excitement); goose bumps
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Examples:
I can’t have been the only person who spent the evening in a pretty much constant state of horripilation. (Alexis Soloski, Review: In 'All Is Calm,' Thrilling Song in the Trenches, New York Times, November 2018)
Goosebumps, chills, horripilation, nail-biting, and cold shivers were the many states many were left in at the Miss Malaika Fashion show after the arrival of Ghana's most renowned style icon, Nana Akua Addo. (Kwasy Danyels, How Nana Akua Addo Slayed At Miss Malaika Fashion Show In Her Stunning Outfit, Modern Ghana, October 2018)
Adrenaline stimulates tiny muscles to pull on the roots of our hairs, making them stand out from our skin. That distorts the skin, causing bumps to form. Call it horripilation, and you'll be right — bristling from cold or fear. (Adam Cole and Ryan Kellman, The Hair-Raising Science Of Goose Bumps, NPR, December 2019)
It seemed by its thorns to be in a state of perpetual horripilation, and by its roaming black antelopes to be rolling its eyes. (Norman Douglas, Old Calabria)
Suddenly he was swept by horripilation. The goosebumps swept up from his ankles all the way to the nape of his neck, where the hairs stirred and tried to stand up. (Stephen King, Under the Dome)
A wonderful desire and love impel men from distant regions to visit the holy spot, and the first sight of the Ka'abah causes awe and fear, horripilation and tears. (Sir Richard Francis Burton, Personal Narrative of a Pilgrimage to Al-Madinah & Meccah)
Origin:
1650s, from Late Latin horripilationem (nominative horripilatio), noun of action from past participle stem of horripilare 'bristle with hairs, be shaggy,' from stem of horrere 'to bristle' + pilus 'hair'. The verb horripilate is attested from 1620s. (Online Etymology Dictionary)
Horripilation is a technical term for what happens when your hair stands up, such as when you’re cold, scared, or excited. We popularly call this goose bumps (or goose pimples, gooseflesh, or goose skin). Horripilation doesn’t only happen in humans. When some animals get startled or threatened, their fur raises in response. (When the fur becomes raised in this way on the neck, such as on a dog or cat, we say they’ve raised their hackles.)The same thing happens in humans, and is usually most noticeable in places where we don’t have much hair or the hair is very fine, such as the arms and neck. The verb horripilate means to trigger horripilation - to give someone goose bumps, as in Horror movies have the power to horripilate the viewer. It can also mean to experience horripilation - to get goose bumps. Example: A well-known example of horripilation in animals is the raising of a porcupine’s quills. (Dictionary.com)
Esbat
Sep. 26th, 2026 11:28 pmThe altar cloth was a late summer / early fall runner with golden flowers and butterflies embroidered on it. Hilariously, a moth kept trying to pollinate the flowers! And ignored the lantern. :D
Here with You (&Team, ATEEZ; Hirota Riki | Maki, Song Mingi)
Sep. 26th, 2026 09:46 pmFandom: &Team, ATEEZ
Pairing/Characters: Hirota Riki | Maki, Song Mingi
Content Notes: None
Prompt: 26 September, with the title “Here with You”
[#315] BLOOD AGAINST BLOOD (GAME OF THRONES)
Sep. 27th, 2026 01:21 pmTitle: Blood against blood
Fandom: Game of Thrones
Rating/Warnings: PG. Spoilers for all seasons.
Bonus: Yes
Word Count: 1,000 words
Summary: Jon comes to a stunning realisation on his way back to Castle Black.
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Just one thing: 27 September 2026
Sep. 26th, 2026 10:05 pmComment with Just One Thing you've accomplished in the last 24 hours or so. It doesn't have to be a hard thing, or even a thing that you think is particularly awesome. Just a thing that you did.
Feel free to share more than one thing if you're feeling particularly accomplished!
Extra credit: find someone in the comments and give them props for what they achieved!
Nothing is too big, too small, too strange or too cryptic. And in case you'd rather do this in private, anonymous comments are screened. I will only unscreen if you ask me to.
Go!
Here With You | Original Work | Em and Ellis
Sep. 26th, 2026 10:27 pmWords: 531
Fandom: Original Work - Library Birds
Pairing/Characters: Em and Ellis
Content Notes: Descriptions of a panic attack
Prompt: Sept 26th: title: Here With You
Fic writing...
Sep. 26th, 2026 10:25 pmJust finish already, won't you? Come to an end. Please. For all that's holy.
I don't have this issue with other fandoms. Just Dragon Age. But pretty much everything that I start writing for this fandom ends up taking on a life of its own whether I like it or not. I've lost track of how any fics for exchanges I've had to set aside and switch to a completely new story because my original one just kept growing and growing and growing.
Daily Check In.
Sep. 26th, 2026 06:23 pmHow are you doing?
I am okay
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I am not okay, but don't need help right now
3 (18.8%)
I could use some help.
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How many other humans are you living with?
I am living single
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One other person
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More than one other person
2 (13.3%)
Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
the center cannot hold
Sep. 26th, 2026 07:11 pm- olive oil for melted butter
- brown sugar instead of white (only 1/2 cup, might use less next time)
- added almond extract in addition to vanilla
- added allspice in addition to cinnamon
- used almond butter instead of peanut butter
- used maple syrup (and replaced the corn syrup with maple syrup)
- used dried cranberries, dried cherries, sunflower seeds, and mini chocolate chips as add-ins
I think next time I will skip the chocolate chips, and maybe do honey with sesame seeds and dried apricots and raisins (or maybe chopped up dates? or ooh, dried figs) along with tahini in place of almond butter, pistachios, and maybe some orange zest and cinnamon. I'm definitely thinking about it.
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Here With You (The Mechanisms, Batman; Bruce Wayne & Ashes O'Reilly)
Sep. 26th, 2026 07:10 pmFandom: The Mechanisms, Batman (Comics)
Pairing/Characters: Ashes O'Reilly & Bruce Wayne
Content Notes: none
Prompt: September Twenty-six - 3 (Bruce Wayne) & 6 (Ashes O'Reilly) - with the title "Here With You"
Ao3 link.
Daily Happiness
Sep. 26th, 2026 04:10 pm2. We finally watched the season finale of Game Changer and that was amazing. This whole season has been so good.
3. Lately Molly has been making use of this little hidey hole in the cat tree. Usually no one uses this one except Ollie, and he only uses the perch on top.
